When you want to do something but your brain doesn't. What is there to do?

Please.

Raise your hand if your brain's voices sound like this.

Okay, I'm back from my mission.
You're not a missionary, so I'm just a person.
Not the same person. A different person.
I should do something with my time.
waaaaaait. I know what! I should write a book about my missionary adventures!
Or just start writing my new ones. That's it. I have to keep a journal.
But I've been drawing loads. Maybe that's my new journal. Maybe a could sign into Art School and learn how to paint.
But that's not necessary. I can learn on Youtube and It's for free. And then I can use that money to buy canvas to paint awesome things for the living room.
But I won't see them anymore because I'm engaged and getting married in December. Maybe I should start painting for our living room. Maybe not. Yeah, forget that. Who needs to have art in their living room in their first home?
Maye a should just save that money.
I could just write about my missionary adventures!
But that isn't really calling me.
I should write another book.
Al the Traveler, 19th. Floor, or all the other stories that are drafted in old notebooks and ripped pages.
Or maybe I should be a serious writer and get a freelance writing job like the one Hafid showed me.
Or I should take college more seriously and actually study and also find a career online.
Stop planning on spending money, Gaby. You should just write about your missionary adventures.

Don't have voices in your brain? Oh. Yeah. Neither do I. I mean, that's weird.

Nope. The world isn't gonna end. Yet.

Dear friends,

Since I first started this blog, it was my home. I remember how I put so much effort to make it look good and actually posting regularly. I remember me sitting down for hours to draw and thing how I was gonna do it. At that time I was participating NaNoWriMo and that was pretty much all I was doing. After that I went to Munich for a year, then came back and later, went on a mission. Here are some pictures. 

Being a missionary was an advanture, I will forever treasure the moments I spent in Guatemala, Berlin and Dresden. 

And I'm exited for what comes next.